I'm in..
OH YEAH I'M IN LOVE!!
IN LOVE WITH NOT BEING IN LOVE!
I think i'm finally moving onto acceptance, then to renewal. Or is it renewal already?
Conclusion:Freedom screws up my life.
Something or someone must always control me, dominate me, restrict me, choke me, pressurize me, sit on me, make my life miserable and absolutely repulsive so that I may persevere and make the most out of it.
自强不息！
TO RESILIENCE!
TO THE OPPRESSED INDIVIDUAL!
TO THE CONFINED FAMILY!
TO THE RESTRICTIVE TIES THAT BOND!
TO THE COMPARTMENTALIZED WORKSPACE!
TO THE UTTER INVASION OF PRIVACY!
TO THE LOVELY DEFILEMENT OF FREEDOM OF CHOICE!
TO THE DEGRADATION OF SOCIETY!
TO THE DEATH OF ORGANIZED POLITICS!
TO THE REVIVAL OF DICTATORSHIP, THE RAMPAGE OF ANARCHY AND THE MANIFESTATION OF THE PRIMAL NATURE OF HUMANITY!
[TO THE NEW WORLD!]
posted by Jason on 7:51 AM on
Wednesday, June 28, 2006
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NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
Sigh.. School returns in 2 days.. I wish work would be interesting to do. So i wouldn't be pushed into my present situation..
I've got ACE to do.. Corrections.. Basically all the work before the holidays and crap.
This really is getting on my nerves.
posted by Jason on 5:31 AM on
Friday, June 23, 2006
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Anger, Denial, Distress and Depression, Acceptance, Renewal
Gaah. Stuck in endless loop over the centre 3 stages. Heck.
This week in particular has suddenly become oh so busy in my june holiday. I mean, it was jolly good for the first 3 days, getting to play golf and bowl with my friends, but now suddenly choir, library, cca and all my other commitments pile into me. Its worse than getting hit by a sledgehammer. Its like getting hit by a wrecking ball. Full body impact thats what it is.
Wednesday
0800 - 1300 Library
1300 - 1500 Choir
Thursday
0930 - X Tuition
X - 1630 Choir
Friday
0900 - 1500 Suntec CIP
I hate my life. And yes, i hate you. Yet i dont want to.
posted by Jason on 9:46 AM on
Tuesday, June 13, 2006
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