Swing low..
here I am listening to Swing Low, Sweet Chariot from a barbershop quartet..
i've got a physics lect test up tomorrow, to be followed by a GP compre assessment, then followed by a math lesson with tutorial which i havent done. And all of a sudden, I'm hit with...
"No point fiddling around with what's not in my control" and "It's all up to God". I wonder if I've gone insane.
Maybe i've done enough and God is telling me to rest.
I'm more than sure enough that i haven't though.
Then the phrase "God helps those who helps themselves" comes to mind. Not in the bible, and not christian apparently. But should i follow it? After all, I need to work for it myself too, god won't do it all for me.
but i think i'm tired.
i'll pray a while.
and pray that i'll make it through tomorrow.
and the day after.
and the 6 days after tomorrow.
and the week after that 6 days.
then the 3 more weeks after that week.
then the month after those 3 weeks.
and the other 11 months after that month.
then the year after.
and all the consequent years of my life.
I pray god is with me. I hope.
Here goes, to the first day of the rest of my life.
"When a man's willing and eager, the god's join in." - Aeschylus, Greek Dramatist and Playwright
"We turn to God when for help when our foundations are shaking, only to learn that it is God who is shaking them" - Charles C. West
posted by Jason on 7:55 AM on
Sunday, April 22, 2007
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ZOMG.
SO SICK LOL.
KENA ZAM BY DUNNO WAD VIRUS.
Feeling totally wiped out now. i can't stand walking. I wouldn't even be typing if not for that being the only thing i could do. MY JOINTS HURT lol. And just touching me might kill me. Its like an imba version of pins and needles.
sho shick. apparently one of my meds (looks like pink MnMs, really.), supposed to make me sweat for like.. half an hour or something. Right now, im wearing a thick jacket, no fan and no aircon, and guess wad. IM COLD. GG.
zomg so tired and sore. yesterday still went for PE somemore. I'm pretty sure Mr Lok didn't mean that we would have this sort of aches and pains haha. Monday got MC. Think i'll go for phys test, den go home.
I need the rest. Hah.
Am i hypomanic?
posted by Jason on 8:26 AM on
Saturday, April 21, 2007
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a conversation..
A: i talk because people like you listen.
B: i listen because people like you don't. (or because people like you don't let us talk)
sadness this is.
i'm pretty damn sure people like that exist. they live in their little fantasy that people listen to them because they talk well or something, when the fact is their listeners have no choice but to listen, since those idiots won't let them talk.
but the idea that person B listens because A doesn't appeals to me more. its like person B paying off a debt that person A incurred. now im definitely sure people like that exist. but i don't know if it's B thats stupid, or A thats an ass. Oh well.
math lect test and assignment tomorrow. heres to GG.
AND GO FOR CANTARE! 16 DOLLAR TICKETS FTW! 27 MAY!
posted by Jason on 5:21 AM on
Sunday, April 15, 2007
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