There are times when..
I feel sorry for..
my friends..
my parents..
my teachers..
my classmates..
my enemies..
I disappoint them in the worst ways possible..
To my enemies: I'll put in effort, make it worth your time. No point for you to win everytime.
To my classmates: I'll contribute more, try to fit in. Outcast i am, but hopefully i can fit in a bit.
To my teachers: I'll make it worth your time. I'll work at it. Then maybe, I can thank you properly someday.
To my parents: I'll try to become what you want me to be. I hope I can make you proud, maybe in ways that you would never have expected.
To my friends: I should be more caring. I will try to be what a friend should be, someone who will be ready to help when needed, by whatever means necessary. If you are shot at, I will do my best to deflect that bullet - even if it means to stand in its path. If you lie bleeding, I will get you blood - even if it means killing someone else. If you threaten suicide, I won't bother negotiating - I will push you off myself, or stand at the bottom waiting. If you die... See you soon. If you ever feel betrayed by me... Say so. Or else I won't ever know.
I don't make promises often, but I pray that those i make, I keep.
And I pray i remain true to...
posted by Jason on 6:55 AM on
Saturday, September 30, 2006
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