God dammit.
Damn power to my laptop screwed up again.
Now I can't remember my words.
I guess no one will never know.
I do remember this though.
"I thought she was gone, but I was wrong.
All this while, -censored-
-censored-
I just watched my fourth finger on my right hand twitch.
Just twitch. I didn't even feel myself do it.
I'm losing myself.
Faster than anyone can ever imagine.
Its only a matter of time before I push myself over the edge.
I'm not even looking at the keyboard here.
My head is tilted facing the screen,
yet the words continue coming out whole. One after the other.
What's going on i ask. What is it?
I don't know. It hurts.
I feel like just rampaging through my room, but i can't. I know thats the easy way out.
And I've vowed to take the right way instead of the easy way.
Edit: Crap. I realize this was supposed to go ilst, and not this one. But i'm too lazy to copy and paste and do all that jazz, so i'm just gonna leave it here. Its not like anyone reads it anyway.
posted by Jason on 2:20 AM on
Saturday, July 22, 2006
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