Life ain't worth living.
If it's a loveless life.
-If I could just hold you in my arms-
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Dreams...

Last night, I had a dream about you,
In my dream, I was dancing right beside you,
And it looked like everyone was having fun,
The kind of feeling I've waited so long for.

Don't stop, come a little closer.
As we dance, the rhythm gets stronger.
Nothing wrong with having a little fun,
We were just dancing all night long.

I hope it's right, to put my arms around you:
If you feel alright, wrap your arms around too.
Then in comes the shining sun,
And this dream was all gone.

*Sigh* I don't know what to do,
About this dream and you.
I pray this dream comes true.

What am I supposed to do,
About this dream and you:
We'll make this dream come true.

Why won't you play the game? (2X)
Why must I play your game?

Back and forth we've tangoed,
Left and right we've twirled,
Flown high and hit bottom together,
What's left to do,
But to come close to one another,
Resting together, down on the ground,
Gazing up into the star studded sky?

A gift from the heavens you are,
With that angelic smile,
And your caramel colored eyes.
Flawed in so many places,
yet perfect in every way:
I thank god for thee.

Tonight, I won't be dreaming about you.
For this time I pray,
This dream would come true,
With everyone just having fun,
And so will end my wait.

We'll be dancing all night,
As the rhythm gets stronger,
We'll just have ourselves some fun.

My arms around you and your's around me,
We'll both pray for this to never end.

Love should last forever.
Unfortunately so, it does not.

- Adapted and arranged from lyrics of "Digital Love" by Daft Punk with additions from yours truly.

posted by Jason on 8:55 AM on
Wednesday, November 29, 2006
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Reluctance.

Dear God,
Your hands work in mysterious ways. I'm still unsure of what your plans are, but I'm pretty sure nobody's gonna stop you. As much as it would make things easier to know whats ahead, I'll wait. Or I'll try to. Or is this one of those.. Opportunity things? Like that rock in the middle of the whitewater rapids right before the waterfall, i.e. If i grab it early, I'll be knocked out cold, if i grab it late I'll just slip away right over the edge, such that I have to grab it right on time? I don't think I'm gonna be grabbing anything though. I'm kinda sure it'll just disintegrate if I do that.

Thanks anyway,
In ye name I pray,
Amen.

posted by Jason on 2:54 AM on
Thursday, November 09, 2006
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I Understand.

I understand.
No, really.

Just note the following:
When I say I understand, thats all it is to it.
It does not in any way mean "I agree".
You study english right? Exactly.
Hell I probably don't understand in the first place.
Its probably that I'm not even listening.

Why do I do it?
It seems to make people happy.
And thats what I'm all about.
I'm a people person.
(My ass i am.)

posted by Jason on 9:36 AM on
Thursday, November 02, 2006
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