priorities...
I need help...
I'm lost in a world..
a world where there are 2 paths and 2 paths only..
there is no middle ground..
there is no grey area..
there is not even a "thin red line".
its one or the other,
and not pick both and be a rafter.
decisions like this screw me up badly.
i'll lose sleep either way,
when i solve this question,
i'll be faced with another..
not long into either of my paths,
i'm gonna lose some of my companions..
not by my choice,
not by their choice,
but by the choice of some higher power.
all i can hope for,
is that its for the better,
and not for the worse.
for when i lose my companions,
i may lose my footing.
and when i lose my footing,
they can only watch.
and when they only watch,
i will fall.
and when i fall...
i lose my life.
stuck in the middle of 2 choices,
choices so distinct, so different, so differentiated,
that i have nowhere to go.
they pull me equally strongly,
yet i can't be in 2 places at once.
the destination could be the same. it might.
but theres no way i can tell.
the end is death for certain,
but its the journey and not the destination that matters, they say.
oh decisions decisions.
maybe i should just take my life now.
- why can't life just be a videogame?
- i need some sleep.
- i need to rediscover my passions
- i need to focus
- i need ...
the average singaporean cares about 5Cs..
i'm already breaking down over 2Cs.. what life is this..
god help me.
posted by Jason on 9:18 AM on
Sunday, March 04, 2007
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