Swing low..
here I am listening to Swing Low, Sweet Chariot from a barbershop quartet..
i've got a physics lect test up tomorrow, to be followed by a GP compre assessment, then followed by a math lesson with tutorial which i havent done. And all of a sudden, I'm hit with...
"No point fiddling around with what's not in my control" and "It's all up to God". I wonder if I've gone insane.
Maybe i've done enough and God is telling me to rest.
I'm more than sure enough that i haven't though.
Then the phrase "God helps those who helps themselves" comes to mind. Not in the bible, and not christian apparently. But should i follow it? After all, I need to work for it myself too, god won't do it all for me.
but i think i'm tired.
i'll pray a while.
and pray that i'll make it through tomorrow.
and the day after.
and the 6 days after tomorrow.
and the week after that 6 days.
then the 3 more weeks after that week.
then the month after those 3 weeks.
and the other 11 months after that month.
then the year after.
and all the consequent years of my life.
I pray god is with me. I hope.
Here goes, to the first day of the rest of my life.
"When a man's willing and eager, the god's join in." - Aeschylus, Greek Dramatist and Playwright
"We turn to God when for help when our foundations are shaking, only to learn that it is God who is shaking them" - Charles C. West
posted by Jason on 7:55 AM on
Sunday, April 22, 2007
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